Monday, April 14, 2008
Isn't it funny how things can change so quickly?
I feel that I and the world around me is changing way too quickly. Too fast for me, at least. Since when do I get an F in -- ALL of my core classes? I'm an A and B student.. ;A;
Failing isn't my fault though - usually I would take the blame, but not this time. I'll take -half- the blame.
I started this new school in January, right after Winter Break... I loved all my teachers, I made new friends extremely quickly, yeah. But I've gotten sick four times for a very long time since. I've missed ten days of school just since January when every year before this I've had perfect - or almost perfect - attendance. One of the faults about me is I can't stay up that late... well, I'm working on it, but still.
And here's where a decision comes in: Talk to my boyfriend, or work on extremely boring make-up work that I
already know? (Yes, I am smart :D)
Of course I'm going to choose talking to my boyfriend -- what can I say? He's awesome xD!
And here's my to do list.
- AorioArt.
This is going to take until the summer to complete -- even if I started it right now and worked basically nonstop.
- Aorio Hoshi v2See above comment.
- Commission for Megs (Mimix)She commished me in February and I said I would have it by March.
Uh-huh. Still haven't even hardly started -- started over twice, yeah, but... perfectionist alert!
- Make-up workYup.
- Buy a necklace from Piplup-Princess (for no one else but my luff)You can't go wrong with jewelry. Even for guys! :D ...'kay, so maybe you can, but that's not the point.
- Gain a life....toughie.
- Draw.I have to draw. I have to. It's hard to explain. I stop drawing, I stop breathing.
And I also have to find a job this summer. Well, I don't -have- to, but.. forty dollars allowance a month just isn't cutting it <<
May not seem like much, but it really is, especially for a procrastinator.
And then there's a friend of mine who I'm extremely worried about (won't be that hard to figure out if you're one of my friends). He's depressed, and, well.. I haven't helped much. I won't go into detail or -everyone- will know who I'm talking about and if that particular guy reads this I wouldn't really.. want that. xD
I know like, no one will read this, but it just helps to vent sometimes, y'know?
Ciao.
7:58 PM